updates on life.
any okay, so this month i’m not getting any funding from my parents. so i have to find a job (or find a way of sustaining my existance without the usage of money, lol). currently i havent even started looking. cos i’m not sure what employers would want to hire some1 for just a month (since i should be starting classes in feb). and i’m pretty choosy. i wouldnt want to do something that isnt worth my bloody time. pretty high on my list is data entry (home based preferred), waiter at the curve (good restaurants, decent pay, cheap parking and not far from home<<very important!), shop promoter/sales at the curve (should have less pay if not include commissions, but not too hard work). but i havent been sitting idle and comtemplating my next move. no no no. that is what unproductive people to do. i also (yes, i had been sitting idle abit. lol) did some catering. weekend, 2 days. weddings. the best pay. rm120 for 2 days work aint bad. almost the same as a whole week’s pay at 7-11. so thats y i’m choosy. as i said, i wanna do something that is worth my time. on the other hand, during those 2 weddings, i was exposed to the bloody rain and now i have the flu. already past the peak, subsiding. currently clearing the phlegm with mah super powderful lung capacity and diaphram muscle power. and boy there are loads of phlegm coming out from the depths of my throat and even from the chest (not sure if from the lungs or not). anyways, i’m optimistic that i can sustain myself without getting a ‘real’ job. the catering should sustain me if there are enough (hopefully). and i’m too lazy to get a job since i hate rejection. yes, i’m a leo. tomorrow got another catering, 500 ppl. should be payed less compared to weddings, but i’m also doing the cooking so maybe i get more (too lazy to cook for weddings. sitting on ass for hours doesnt appeal to me). but i do want to get a more routine job. procrastination and the fear of rejection just gets the better of me. and i’m a pretty frank person, so i would tell the interviewer than i’m only going to work for a month. i dont believe in lying/deceiving (although sometimes i conceal the truth. but i dont endorse it.lol) and then suddenly going MIA after a month. i like to have cordial relationships with everyone and dont want to sour relationships even with people i might not ever meet again. cos nobody can predict the future. at least nobody i know personally. hurm. anyways happy new year (again). hoping that this year is one that is more productive for me. horoscopes say this year is something that i should be succeeding in things. so yeah. need to explore opportunities. already got a few in mind. hurm.
